I hate form 4 subjects

Today had my chinese, additional mathematics and sejarah test. Chinese and history are still okay but allow me to scold additional mathematics. Damn difficult, I am regret that I didn't do much exercise on this subject. I am regret that I always talked to kah weng during the tuition. I am also regret that I didn't do my tuition homework. Need to change my habits already. Reduce sleeping time but increase reading time. Well, I guarantee that this won't happen on me and I just saying for fun.

When I was going to tuition just now, my mother kept scolding me for not attending Account tuition last Thursday. I've no idea that why she so minded about my absence no matter is in school or tuition. I feel that I have lost my freedom. After two months, I'm 16. Perhaps she thinks that I'm wasting her money but you definitely can't force someone to do what he or she doesn't like. For example, I hate Account since I was younger. I swore that I won't take or study Account. Although I didn't keep my promise and I'm going to take Account for SPM, I found out that I'm not really cut out for Account subject. What I really like is Biology, I wish I can be a gynecologist, a woman's doctor. If you a keep forcing me, it will makes me hate the subject more only. So please, my dear Account teacher and mother, stop forcing me to do something that I really don't like. As a child's parent, you should encourage me, discover my talent but not to " bury" my talent.

It's hard to make a decision

Both side are my friends, one side said that they wanted to let other people to play for them but the other side said cannot. Everyone said the game is unfair, someone told me that Daisi X 's students quarrelled because of this basketball match. What should I do?I' m thinking...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...

I have 2 solutions. It's either the lembaga give up for playing the basketball match or the team which is chosen to beat the other team which is not enough people can reduce people until the same amount with the team. Which one is the best and the most unfair? I have no idea. Well, I planned to ask everyone to draw but not to choose tomorrow. Everything is depend to the God tomorrow.

Finished my malay and physics exam just today. Well, I felt that malay is much easier than physics. I have a lot of time to do my physics. Wanna know why? Well, I don't even know how to do. I just can answer a few questions. I think 10 fingers can count it. After I finished answering physics, what I did is to play with my watch. The " dit dit dit" sound entertained me. Later I cleaned it, I found out that I haven't take good care of my watch. I have slogan, that is " This is the last time we have our monthly test in secondary school, so we have to fail it". What a cool slogan, I think it's cool.

Felt very happy after hearing woon chun said that he will play for SPBT on 08/09/2009 and 09/08/2009. Although his body is at here in SPBT, his soul and his heart has gone to somewhere else. Hope that his soul and his heart can come back after the basketball match.

Sad Or Happy? Ep 2

Really don't know what happen to these people. If I can read their mind clearly, I sure won't let this happen. Firstly, two have gone. Now, one has gone too. What are you all thinking about? I really don't understand. What is so attracted you outside the world? We played, we laughed, we cried and we had been scolded by the AJK together. But now everything has change, we all can not be together, you all left one by one. Have you all really think twice?


Today, they all chose me to be the ketua aktiviti. Yes, I was desired to get this but later I think that I can't afford it so I had given up. Before, this ketua aktiviti was empty and they support me. Well, I am really happy that I got " fans" but my basketball match haven't done yet. Would it be too early that you all trusted me? I was comforted when tan xiang said that " You can do it" to me. Okay, I swear that I will do all my best not just for me or pengerusi but the whole lembaga.


Went to the mines after tuition. Me, kah yin and mei kee had lunch at Pizza Hut. My gosh, me kah yin didn't bring enough money but we still had a very great lunch at there. Luckily, mei kee got RM50 and it's enough to pay for it. I really don't how to write the word" die". After lunch, we went to Infinity Sport House to take a look at the prize for basketball match. Well, the trophy don't have much choice but not bad too. Because of these trophy, I was late to home and made my parents and teacher were worried about me. I am so sorry.

Sad or happy?

Don't know what was happening to me. Before recess time, I was so unhappy. I planned to scold kah yin for not attending the E&E lesson yesterday but I didn't do that. I don't have the mood to scold her. Besides that, I came in behind the line. I talked to no one and no one willing to talk to me too. May be they can smell the burnt smell from my face. I saw the pengawas I hate the most was talking, laughing and playing with other students. To my personality, I definitely will scold him although I am not qualify enough, but I didn't do that too. Perhaps I really don't have the mood to talk to anyone. During the class, I spoke no words with my friends. And because of this, I pay my attention to my sejarah teacher for the first time. Wow, the world is going to change, Malaysia is going to snow!



After recess time, my mood was getting much better. I got a very good news to anyone here who has a lembaga and like basketball so much, Pn Lee Yoke Cheng had approved our basketball match. That means I might see him on the basketball match. I was so happy and so touch after hearing this. I think that many people will be happy too after hearing. Wish I can do my best.

"Pokai" already still going out~==

Today, I went out with kah weng, fui yee and her sister, jong theng and also their biology teacher. Six of us went to Jusco Cheras Selatan. We went to sing karaoke at green box first at 10am in the morning. I want to say it's damn early. I haven't taken my breakfast yet but luckily there have prepare breakfast for us. If not, I would lost 10kg. Wow, when we reached there, me, kah weng, fui yee and her sister went to get something to eat quickly so jong theng and teacher chose the songs. I am a bit out of sorts but it's okay because we're friends right?! Anyway, I like some of their songs too. I found out that many handsome waiter working at there. Wow, I almost can't control myself. Their curry seafood fried rice really nice, I ate it. We were so crazy, we had sung of course chinese song and english song, malay song, japanese song, korean song and even thai song. When we sang those song which we don't even know how to sing a word, we always skip skip and skip. Actually I had a bad sorethroat since a few days ago, so I always sang out of tune. No wonder kah weng called me tune-deaf. I definitely think that he was right. Strangely, after I sang and yell my throat was getting more better.


After this, we were planning to have a lunch at Mcdonald but unfortunately too many people there so we chose Secret Recipe which is opposite the Mcdonald. I ordered a set lunch which contained a spaghetti and a glass of iced lemon tea. The food is not bad and price is reasonable too, RM 15.


It's almost 2.30pm so we rushed to the cinema. My gosh, when I bought popcorn, the waitress told regular size is the smallest size. How come?! My stomach was so full-filled until it will burst anytime. Because of that too, I didn't buy any drinks into the cinema. I had drunk 2 glass of iced lemon tea at the green box, 1 at the secret recipe. If you wanted me to drink iced lemon tea again, I will commit suicide in front of you. Well, we watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. What I can say is not bad, at least it's better than the previous episode, Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix.

Please stop troubling me !

Trouble trouble trouble, I am in trouble. First, is money. Oh my, just bought two books from the school book's exhibition and I had borrowed RM30 something from my teacher. Beside that, July is the "pokai" month. Why are there so many people birthday in this month? My savings is not more than RM 50. Even my parents' economic are bad too.



July monthly test is coming soon. I really " like" it. My godness, I don't even have read one page. And on 1st of August, I will have a international competition with 33 countries. Walao, I am not confident with myself.


SPBT basketball match, I am the activity ketua. Actually I just want to involve with this activity but not to be a ketua. Damn trouble, I have never been a ketua before. Suddenly, you want me to do such a big thing. I don't think that I really can afford it. If he really participate the basketball match, I hope that he will not disappointed with me. God bless me please!


Just read a person's blog. Now I know the feelings of a sissy(pondan), they are always facing we "normal" people's critique, bad comment and not friendly judgement. At here, I want to apologize to those sissy, tomboy, gay, lesbian and also the bisexual people. I am sorry. Please don't despise these people. They are not criminals and they didn't do anything wrong.

I digged a hole and buried a dead body just today!

Oh my god, believe it or not. Today, I digged a hole and buried a dead body together with my friends. No no no, we all are not killers.

Just left from the school's book exhibition and I was going back to my class. I saw some people were looking and talking at the SPBT cactus garden. I was curious that what so attracted them so I went to them and ask what was going on. They told me that there is a dead bat. Oh my, I was shocked and at that moment I really felt disgusting.

I was planned to leave but I really do not want the bat lying there and let people watch. And there were 3 to 4 annoying kekwa class students "pouring cold water on us". If you all really not dare to buried the body then please shut your mouth up. Later, I picked up a stone and digged a hole which it was existed earlier. I just help to dig deeper only. Then, Athirah and Nisa lifted the dead body using a piece of paper and I think that they are great. Thanks, Athirah and Nisa.

Finally, the bat can rest in peace. See Michael Jackson in heaven~hallelujah.
I believe that I might be a smooth criminal in the future. After killing someone, I definitely won't leave any clue to the police. Please do not learn from me, it is BAD!

Bye~The King of Pop, Michael Jackson (1958-2009)

The King of Pop, Michael Jackson died on 26th of June 2009. Our world had lost a miracle, a legend and a star that can not be replaced forever. Michael had a benign smile that everyone doesn't have. Like Michael Jackson sang, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, you are always in our heart accompaning us and your songs will always play in our heart, in our mind, in our soul. I believe that you are not dead, you just have gone to a better place and teach the angels to dance. And where there's love, Michael will be there. Soon after, we will see the sky with dancing angels and moonwalking Michael Jackson.

Rest in peace, our beloved Michael Jackson.

FRIENDS FOREVER

Not really feeling good recently~Something bad happened not only on me but also my friends...

Monday : Caught by a very stupid obesity pengawas but I fought with him just today. Am I brave?

Tuesday : See Ming was caned by mango lim because she was late to school for 1 minute only~pain hor see ming?

Wednesday : A girl, although I don't know her well, I treat her as one of my friends. She was complained by a boy ( same class with her )~actually i don't think that the boy is good although the girl was wrong first...nevermind ym, you take this as a lesson, next time if you want to say something bad about other people, you can say it behind him.Haha~

My FRIENDS, you know I ' m talking about you, please don't be like this. I know I am not eligible to intervene in the matter of yours but I really hope that these all totally end up soon. Friends sure will argue sometimes but after these you all must be friends again because you all are friends forever!

And be strong, NKJ~!

What For We Have A Mouth?!

I have never offended you, but why did you want do make me felt embarrassed in front of my friends?Why?Luckily someone was not there, or else like woon chun said i will give you one punch till die~very shit de!!!

Today was the second time I had been caught by pengawas because of talking. The most I hate is my friend was involved...very sorry kah yin!!!

To: STUPID OBESITY PENGAWAS... Do you really want to try the taste of my shoes?Do you really want to eat it?Sure you will have the chance~hehe...

What for we have a mouth?Surely is for talking lah!!!! Other people were talking during the assembly too,but why you just caught us but not the others? Not fair lol~

You better watch it out because I will complain you until you are FIRED!!! Hate you hate you hate you~

A great lembaga needs members' cooperation not a greatness of a pengerusi~

juz read some spbt ahli blogs~
haha...surprisely found out tat many ppl really vy beh song~
how come lik tat?
bcoz the AGM result was not satified them~
i was lik tat b4 in pancaragam...
beh song tis person dun wan him to be the pengerusi, dun wan him to be the wat*3~
haiz, tell u all lah~really damn boring de
u noe u dun lik tis person, then u still wan to die more cells for him...not worth mah!!!!
u all wan to rebel rite?ok
i swear tat if u all rebel den i dun wan to rebel
but if u all dun wan to rebel den i will rebel


i noe i won't satisfied wif the result earlier
so tat i force myself not to care about tis anymore
lik tat i will feel more better, am i rite?
act i was vy beh song wif those ppl de
i really dunno wat so gud in TX?
wanted him to be the pengerusi deadly~
i admit tat he gt the talent n the potential
but ppl do u all noe tat he is a st.john member?
he will juz help his ppl n oso his fren
AY was oso helping her ppl n frenz
wat about those who aren't his or her ppl n frenz?
tat is totally unfair u noe ~



i heard sumone say lik tis b4
XXX:" wat about if we call all the st.john members to join spbt?"
i replied her tat if lik tat den wat about if we change SPBT into St.John SPBT?
obviously wan st.john to take over spbt lah!!! i won't let tis ridiculous thing happens~goddamn it~


i really hope tat u all can be one team although i m not in tis team yet~
but i will try my best to do so~
a lembaga needs members' cooperation to build not a greatness of a pengerusi