We Are 1 Malaysia

Happy birthday to Malaysia. We have been independent for 52 years already. Malaysia has many different kinds of races, cultures and also delicious food. I like Baba and Nyonya cuisine the most. Baba and Nyonya cuisine is the mix of Malay and Chinese cuisine. Besides that, only a few natural disasters will happen in Malaysia. And what I feel the proudest to Malaysia is that we can speak many kinds of language like Malay, Chinese, English, Cantonese, Hakka, Hokkien and so on. We are 1 Malaysia. Happy Merdeka!

I saw a news from the TV yesterday. They reported that a British man rather gave up his nationality and become a Malaysian. Although Malaysia is good, but for me, I would rather be a British girl, blonde with blue eyes, high nose and fair skin. England has 4 seasons, well-developed technology, good manners, a well-known country, many famous football teams and football player and the most important is the universities there are so well-known like Oxford, Harvard, Cambridge and so on. England's life has always been my dream life. How much I desired to live in western country, how much I desired to be a foreigner. Although I love western countries more than Malaysia, if compare with those Islam countries, I prefer Malaysia more.

Last, watch these 15 Malaysia film which are made by Malaysian. I like Potong Saga and Halal the most for now.

死肥婆～

死肥婆~ This is what my mother and some of my friends used to call me. Well, nevermind, I'm dead to their criticisms. Although my mother likes to call me 死肥婆, at least my father, my babysitter and my Biology teacher said that I'm not actually fat at all. My father said I'm slim maybe is because he is an old man already, and aged person of Chinese love their descendant to be fat. They said that if someone is fat, it means that you live in very happy family, no need to worry about the food and clothes. Well, I totally agree with what they said. My Biology teacher said that I'm not fat because in school time she was fatter than me and we did the BMI test during her class. My result was that my weight is normal, not underweight, overweight or obesity. Thank God.

Actually, I'm just more than 50kg below than 60kg. My height is about 158 cm to 162 cm. Perhaps they said I'm fat because I was underweight when I was in primary school. My fatness is caused by gastric. I suffered from gastric pain since I was standard 1 and I scared it will keep disturbing me until I'm dead. So I eat no matter what happen. And this caused me fat. Nevermind, those skinny people just jealous of my body, jealous of my money. They envy I have the money to eat.

I'm not that fat actually. Compare with the pictures below.

Heal The World Where We Living, Save The Earth For Our Children

I heard that year 2012 is the end of the world. After I heard that, I felt surprised and want to cry because there are still a lot of things I have not tried before.

Actually what is the end of this world? How will this world ends? Will it be like a boom, explores suddenly without our knowledge? Or will it be a tornado, a hurricane, an earthquake, a tsunami, a very serius flood, a snowstorm or whatever which can end this world? I have no idea, there are no history records on this. No one will know what to do if it really happens.

I hope that I won't know how an end of the world is really looks like forever. Heal the world before it is too late. We humans still can use these 3 years time to save the Earth.

SheauWen, the anthomaniac 花痴雯～

Yes, from now on I must enjoy my one week holiday. It's a very good thing for me to have a holiday although I won't go anywhere for vacation in this holiday.

Today is Chuan Liang's birthday. Although I didn't help him to celebrate, but I wish him Happy birthday and be happy everyday.

Besides, I also felt that I'm useless especially today. The basketball match is not over yet. There are many things haven't finished yet and I don't know what to do. I want to say sorry and thank you to TX and KJ. Sorry for I don't know what to do and thank you is for you all have done everything for me.

Oh my gosh, he knew it. What should I do? Not only him, his friends knew it too. OMG...OMG...OMG...Only one song can express my feelings...

The lyrics for this song:

怎么办 SHE

为什么你为什么

老是把空气全都吸光了

害得我你害得我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车

别看我先别看我

我的脸红就快要爆料了

没什么哪有什么

我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡

但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么你为什么

这样不讲理的就出现了

害得我你害得我

连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了

靠近我别靠近我

到底离你多近比较好呢

完蛋了我完蛋了

我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂(为我疯狂)

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

An Unlucky Day :(

Many of my friends didn't come to school today. Luckily kah yin did come so I have a accompany to talk with. Well, only two of us from the same table came. Vicky joined us because I called her to do so. Three of us talked about our school's handsomes like a flower chi (an anthomaniac).

Because of my friends didn't come so I need to have my lunch alone and I don't want and don't like to be alone, so I walked back to home first and planned to take a ride on kah weng's mother's car. I had walked for about 20-25 minutes. When I was about to reach my house, I put my hand inside my pocket just to take the key. OMGosh, I didn't bring my key with me. This time, my mind came out a SHIT word. Damn it.

I wanted to go back to school but the way to school is so far so I went to a mamak stall to have my lovely lunch first. I almost starved to death. I ordered a roti kosong and a glass of teh o ice limau. In order to idle my time, I ate slowly and more slowly but it didn't work because I was trained to eat my meal fast. I wanted to spend my time there but I think that if I spend my 1 hour time there sitting and doing nothing really looks like an idiot. Therefore, I left and went to bus stop which is nearby the mamak stall.

I prayed that the bus wouldn't come so early. It didn't happen as what I prayed. However, the bus came even early than usual. I hate Metrobus. Anti Metrobus. I can't do it because Metrobus 17 is the only bus which passes my home.

Usually, I will stop at the 7-11 if I go for additional mathematics tuition. I stopped at the old folk's home and walked back to 7-11 there just to waste my 15 minutes time. It was so embarrassed. I went to tuition after I had bought a slurpee to comfort myself.

I have been a bad sister today. My younger sister yelled and shouted like an idiot when she came back from school. I yelled back to her and later we quarrelled. I don't like the way she communicated with me. So I took all the boiled-eggs which she really likes it and didn't leave one to her when I had my dinner. It was my fault but she deserved it. Serve her right. Please don't learn from me. Love your family and friends and treat them well.

Why Am I Different With Other Children?

Why am I different with other children? Other children have a unforgettable childhood, but I don't. Other children can do whatever they want, but I don't. Other children have a considerate parents, but I don't. Other children have the freedom, but I don't.

Why is this world so unfair to me? Although my parents and my siblings are beside me...although my family is not a very poor family... although I have shirt to wear, I have food to eat, I have bed to sleep, but I don't feel very happy. I know that I'm greedy, selfish and not satisfied with what I had now but I really don't like this kind of life.

Other teenager can have the freedom which every teenager should have, why I can't just be like them?

I want to fly like a bird, I want to swim like a fish, I want my freedom.

I thought too much already~

I thought too much already, I thought that I will be scolded by teacher, the president or the vice chairman. So that I went for a walk and listen to songs after school. My heart was beating when the meeting started. I have prepared myself to let them scold. Surprisingly, they not only didn't scold me but also encouraged me. Finally, I can breathe well, sleep well and eat well. Thank God.

But I'm still not satisfied because some of them really didn't contribute anything. They said they were sicked for excuse. I got a headache on that day too, but I still came to school early in the morning. Why I could bear it but they couldn't? We all are humans and have a mother too. I really can't understand. Some of them are boys, this kind of pain they also couldn't bear, they are worst than a girl. Even a girl also can be better than them. Eat shit lah, stupid.

In order not to spoil my good mood so I didn't scold you all. But if I really open my mouth, I'm sure that you all will commit suicide because I will yell and shout and criticise them until they cannot stand it. Such a horrible girl I am.

Anyway, we took a few funny photos before the meeting. We took the trophy that we got in the basketball match. Our SPBT team got third, a very good result, I think~

Winson, the teamleader...cool man!

Woei Hann~is the trophy really that heavy?

Why so serious, Mun Chun? Didn't you feel happy with it?

Woon Chun, please see clearly~This is a trophy not a basketball, the match is over!

Oh my gosh, the statue of liberty is now in Malaysia, SMKSK SPBT's store...

She is your baby now, Favian~

The only malay, Amirul Afiq~

Well, our sorakan team got third too...

Greedy me!

After the meeting, I went to Xiao Fei Xiang again. I was thinking that after I have been scolded by them so need to go to somewhere else to relieve my pressure. And yaoming suddenly asked me to go there. I promised him without hesitate. This time I ordered 芝士焗鱼扒饭。Wow, I'm still fulled after 6 hours. Perhaps the cheese is too heavy. But the taste is not bad.

Happy Birthday To Hann !

After school, I went to Xiao Fei Xiang to celebrate Woei Hann's birthday. Happy Birthday to him lol. I ordered a Blue Monday, pretty good.

Lazy~

I felt lazy to school this morning because yesterday I didn't go to school. I planned to not go to school without telling my mother, pretend that I go to school then ask my father send me somewhere else first and call him to fetch me back to home after my mother has gone to work. I didn't do it because I really don't know where I can hide. Grandma's house, no. My friend's house, they need to go to school. Other relatives' house, I'm sure they will tell my mother. So I went to school today as well. My partner didn't come to school again so I sat with Kelly. We talked about him the whole day. Now I know the reason why Kelly liked him. She said that because he offered a sit to her during the kursus kepimpinan. He is so gentleman, no wonder I admire him so much.

During history period, I was writing what I had done wrong or what I didn't do well in the basketball match. I had counted it, at least got 26 points. I finally realised that I really can't do such a great job. Hopefully next time they can give me do something which is not very important.

I told myself not to see him today. But I didn't keep my promise and went to see him when I went to toilet and after school. I wish that he doesn't know how much I admire him.

I felt sleepy during additional mathematics tuition. When I was doing the exercise, suddenly I came out with a song like this: I am the genius~You are the noob shit~(copied from Michael Jackson's We Are The World). I felt noob and sorry to Michael Jackson after I had sung it but I feel that I can make money in the future by writing or composing a song.

篮球比赛 Day 2

Today, I reached school at about 7 something. Quite late already because I just couldn't wake up in the morning. I drank quite a lot of beer yesterday. It's good to drink beer if you can't sleep in the night. At school, I did my work such as practicing the sorakan team. The job finished very fast today. I didn't do much work today, perhaps I was tired.


The game started with QM and PP first. Everyone knows QM team members are from school team, so they also knew that QM will win. But PP were strong, they still wanted to fight although they knew they will lose. Gambateh, PP. Later then, is pengawas versus SPBT. Poor SPBT, all the SPBT's cheerlearder were having their sorakan's match at that time, so no one was there to support them. But they did quite well. Next, is monitor and QM's turn. QM won again. Unfortunately, he was hurt again. He and his friends were still laughing because he hurt his middle finger. I think it's quite funny too but I didn't laugh at all. I went to him again when I saw he fell. For this time, he did say it's pain. However, I think he was just playing around.



And now is today's match focus. PP versus Pusat Sumber. They just like playing a death game. Many of PP and Pusat Sumber members were injured. I hate this basketball match when I saw this game. I hate myself when I saw them injured one by one. But I will remember their spirits always in my heart. I was wondering why we need to organise this type of cruel activity. The purpose for this match is to increase the interaction between all the lembaga. Such a happy game had become a death game. I swear I will not organise this type of cruel game forever. I cried when I saw them injured. I stopped the game for continuing, I wanted to cancel this match. Am I totally nuts? But Ayi Yee persuaded me and asked me to continue this match no matter what happen.



Then, is SPBT versus Monitor. Well, monitor lost. I think the reason is that a girl who is their naib pengerusi was confusing them. She called them to do defender, shooter or whatever. I don't think that she really knows how to play basketball or be a coach. SPBT got third in this match.



It's final now. This is the most nervous moment. QM versus pengawas. Both team also have school team member. Unfortunately, QM has the most school team and I heard they said Puvin had not practice for a long time. That's the reason they lost. But pengawas was pretty good too just lack of luck compare with QM. He did many great shot in this game. But I didn't have the chance to capture him because he and his friends knew that I was always looking at him and taking of his photos. Why am I so unlucky? He has many fans supported him today but I think that I'm his Number One Fan.

I was thinking to take a photo with them after the match but after I knew they know I like one of them, I kept avoiding them to prevent things getting worse.

The results are as below:

Basketball Match
1st - QM
2nd - Pengawas
3rd - SPBT

Cheerleader
1st - PP
2nd - Pusat Sumber
3rd - SPBT

篮球比赛 Day 1

Shit...is to describe today's basketball match. Shit...is to describe me. Yes, I'm totally shit. Sorakan still okay only. Today, the match has delayed because of my stupidity, my inexperience and my innocence. I didn't prepare the wiesel. And the match delayed because of a few wiesel. Eat shit lah, Chin Sheau Wen.



First, is pengawas versus monitor. Monitor lost because Ah Boy was not there to help them at first. Although Ah Boy came back at the last or last two quarter, they still couldn't fight pengawas. Second, is SPBT versus PP. SPBT won in this game. Congratulations to them. Third, is pengawas versus pusat sumber. If I was not wrong, pengawas won again. Quite boring because I don't know what is a basketball match.

Then, is SPBT versus QM. Wow, they all are from school team. We SPBT waiting to eat ball lol. He was hurt. When I heard someone said got someone hurt, I ran as fast as possible. When I was running, I wish that the person was not him. But the God was not helping me and him. Many people were surrounding him that time. And tan xiang chased them away. Luckily I'm the head so that I can stand there for a long time. I asked him: " Are you okay?". And he replied me:" Yes, I'm okay". Wow, I almost fainted. When I saw he bled, I almost cried out. I was wondering that did he feel pain. He was so calm that didn't feel any pain at all. I think that he is strong so I must be strong too. As the saying goes: hurt on his body, but pain in my heart.

Last, is monitor versus pusat sumber. Pusat sumber lost again. Need to gambateh lol. QM and PP didn't play because PP was injured and they think that they can't and need to postpone. After the game, we need to clean up everything. We were exhausted like a dog.

At 5 something, I went to Gasoline to drink beer. Cool man, we drank it near the lake. The view was so nice. If next time have the chance, I want to go there again.

Why Everyone Is Not In The Mood Today?

Why everyone is not in the mood today, included me. What is going on? I'm supposed to be the happiest person because I finally talked to him today. Not only one sentence but sentences. And the most important is he took the initiative to come to me. I think many of his fans must be jealous of me. I'm showing off all the time today.

When we were drawing the number for the basketball match, suddenly Mr.Lim came. I was frightened. He asked what we were doing at the pondok. We answered him that we were drawing for the basketball match(抽签)but he misheard that we are collecting the money(收钱). What's wrong with his ear? We repeated and said that just for a while only then he left, perhaps because of my well-behaved face and he believed that I'm really a good girl, won't ponteng during school periods. I don't know what happened to me. I am usually brave but today I was really scared until my body still shivered after school. Damn horrible.

That so-called Ah Boy person asked me why he can't join the basketball match. How I answer you? My job is to collect the form I had given from you all. You should ask your president not me. He kept asking me and I didn't answer him because Mr. Lim's fierce look really did scare me. Whatever you ask me or tell me, I just couldn't hear in.

I called the afternoon sessions SPBT member to practice for the sorakan today. There are about 7 to 8 people but only came 4 not included me. Nevermind I still continued with my practice but 2 of them sat there doing nothing but chatting. I admit it's my fault that I didn't well-prepared myself for the dance but you all at least must respect me although I do not deserve to be respected.

I want to apologize to everyone here for I didn't well-prepared especially people who participated the basketball match. " This is my first time" is not an excuse. Anyone who is not satisfied with me or not agreed for what I did, please tell me.

Just got back my Moral and Physics paper today. I failed both. Moral 20 something and physics 30 something. Some said that whoever fail moral that means you have moral. I got a bit agree for what they said because I failed my moral. Surely, I will stand on their side.

Happy Birthday To Yee Wong !

Today is YEE WONG's birthday. I just came back from Xiao Fei Xiang (a cafe). Wow, we all are 38 group. So crazy, man. I think those waiter were frightened by our laughter. Here are some memories.

I ordered a half-plate or a foot-long sausage spaghetti, it's pretty good. And also a Smoothie. Really nice. It's worth trying.

Hope Yee Wen really enjoy her birthday this year. Happy Birthday, Yee Wen.

What A Nice Day I Had Today~

Had a international competition between 33 countries today. I woke up at 7 something and later had my nasi lemak as breakfast then dressed up and prepare to go to library, not school for sure. I went to the public library because ah kwung asked me just yesterday. Wow, damn paiseh, all boys. Although I have many " kai gor" and play with boys together everyday, I'm still a girl and sure I will blush when together with so many boys. I read book to cover my shyness. Luckily they didn't that I'm blushing at that time.

At 10.15 am, ah kwung's mother came and fetched me, kai jun and him. When we reached school, the teacher asked us (all the participants) to line up and hear our number. Soon after we got into the bus and prepared to go to our destination, SMK Bandar Utama Damansara 4 Petaling Jaya. After an hour and 30 minutes long journey, we finally reached there. God, the journey was really long until my backbone had straighten. We registered first and then went to our classroom where they had arranged already. I saw Mr. Tay, our former Vice-Chancellor there, he is the principal for that school. The school is far more beautiful than our rubbish school but pitiful no leng chai there. A 24 drums and cheerleader performance were performed. Wow, those were really nice. I was thinking why my school cannot be like that.

I witnessed other school's students were working hard for this competition and for my school, jalan-jalan cari keseronokan, no one was reading the book. I comforted myself like this, We were well- prepared, not like you all prepare all the things at the last minute. Brainless me. The competition started at 2.30pm if I was not wrong. Wow, I just know how to do a few questions only. I was scared that I am the one who finished first. Luckily is not, when I still have 10 questions left, I took a look at my friends first. I was shocked when I saw them lay down on the table. One hour has gone, the teacher came to collect the paper and my mind came out a sentence, that is Kepong, you win lol. Because we shared the same classroom and they kept studying and working hard for this competition. I was jealous with them so I said some
humiliating words to them. What a bad me. We didn't stay long at that school and we went home at 4 something.