We Women Are Not Born To Be Bullied !

We women are not born to be bullied!

Why did I so with anger? Is it because I'm a girl and I'm totally will be a woman in the future?

No, absolutely no. That's because I read an email which my mother sent it to me this morning and it is about the indonesian guy raped only the chinese girl on 14th May of 1998. This is cruel, illegal, immoral and not sympathy for the weak. I'm not boasting, this is the proof !

How can this cruel thing happen on Earth and on women? This is so unfair! Men use their strength to do this kind stupid thing. I despise you all ! You all are scum ! You all are despicable! This doesn't prove anything but only your stupidity. Is it that high and fun to rape a girl? Do men think that being rape is good and enjoy? Then, what about if I rape you all ( if I were a man and men were women)? I'm sure you all are being raped reluctantly.

If possible, I will invent something which will make only a girl or a woman fight with enemy effectively without learning any martial arts. If this thing really exist, I will make sure that only female can possess or use it and it doesn't affect in man's body. Besides that, if this thing is being misused and the user will have to pay for it.

For women sake, I must study hard for my Science subjects. WE WOMEN ARE NO LONGER A WEAKER.

An Essay Practice Before English Exam

The time passed away in seconds. With a blink of an eye, I need to face Form 4 final exam and after 2 to 3 months, I'm Form 5 already. A new challenge~SPM.

This PMR holiday, I didn't have the intention to study for my final exam. Why am I so lazy since I was born?

Today, I just had my Moral and BM exam. Well, this is the first time I recite well all the 36 nilai murni. So miracle! I don't want to fail my Moral again. It's so ashamed for me to fail my Moral. For my BM test, Part B, I chose a very high risk title to write. The question is isu pengabaian warga tua and ask us to discuss about the reason why these senior citizens are abandoned. My points is repeated and repeated. I have no idea what to write. But I still managed to " vomit" some idea. Great right?



To all my beloved friends:

Do well in your exam! Good luck~

Was I Too Gentle Or Too Patience?

Boring is used to describe my Form 4 student life, especially these two to three months. Study for a week, holiday. It seems like no need to study. I still went to school today although holiday again after study for one more week. The time passed like centuries. Damn boring.

Things went smoothly today. I thought I need to be drenched by the rain but fortunately the God love me so much, He stopped the rain before I walked to tuition. Thank God!

After I had my mathematics tuition, I thought my mother will be waiting for me outside the centre. She turned me down. I was thinking that she was busy or something happened to her and made her couldn't fetch me on time. My class finished at 6.15 pm and I had waited my parents for about AN HOUR at there. The students was getting less and less, the day became darker and darker and I can see the stars clearer and clearer. I wanted to cry but cry at public places is not that good, right?

My father came at 7.15 pm, I couldn't stand and my tears dropped down in front of my father. He didn't scold me, perhaps he knew that I really had waited that long for him. My tears kept dropping all the way back to home.

I asked my mother why she didn't come to fetch me as usual. She said my father thought that the one who finished the class at 6.15 pm is my sister not me. Oh Gosh~luckily my father cooked my favourite " water egg", because at that moment, only this egg can warm my heart and my body after a long waiting.

Finally, I'm 16

I'm a 16-year-old teenager from 23/09/2009 until 22/09/2010. It was good to celebrate my birthday with my friends although some of them are busy and couldn't spend their time with me on my birthday but at least they had sent their greetings to me. So touching!

Sopo, Kah Yin, Yao Ming and I went to Jusco Cheras Selatan to sing K at 1 pm. Because it was still early and I wanted to watch Where Got Ghost, so I watched the movie with Kah Yin at 11.30am first. The movie was really scary but funny. So funny until I can roll my body on the floor.

Later then, we went to greenbox to sing K. We were extremely crazy. The funniest part is that when we sang Love Story by Taylor Swift, we changed the lyrics like when she sang Romeo we sang Juliet and when she sang you'll be the prince and I'll be the princess, we changed to I'll be the prince and you'll be the princess. Besides that, the poker face and uptown girl was very funny too.

After that, me, kah yin and sopo went to Secret Recipe just to eat a piece of cake. Kah Yin ordered a chocolate indulgence while I ordered a chocolate strawberry. Not bad just a little sweet.

After we had our cake, sopo said want to go to Orange to take photo with those beautiful clothes. We took many clothes and the shopkeeper there were staring at us but we just ignored them. How cheeky we were.

Asking The Deceased （问米）

Well, I woke up at 5.30 in the morning and get up myself ready to the temple. I offered myself to go to the temple and surprisingly my mother permitted me to go with her.

Before that, she would never let me go to the graveyard during Qing Ming to clean our ancestor grave, and because of that I have never been to the graveyard till now. Even when we passed through any funeral, my parents would call me not to see but my mother would definitely say something in the car to my father, she said: "Ohh, this is whose relatives. He has died? My god, he is just only 6++years old. Pity! " . Every time when I heard what she said, I laughed loudly inside my heart. They asked us not to see but they will join in. They not allow us to watch maybe is because they scare us will have nightmare at night, but children are always curious.

When I went to ask the dead with my mother, uncle and aunties, they asked my grandfather first but unfortunately my grandfather was not in a good mood so he didn't want to talk with us. However, my grandmother was kind and even the Guanyin niang niang also said that she will smile when she meet someone. I imagined that when a ghost smile to me, although he is well-intentioned but it will be very horrible.

What made me so happy is that my grandmother knew who I am even though she had passed away 16 years ago and all this time I had never been to her grave. I thought that she couldn't recognize me. The last time she saw me was 16 years ago when I was still a baby crying like killing the pig. Because of crying, my mother ever thinking of throwing me away when I was still a few months old, my grandmother told my mother not to do this because she will get what she deserved next time. The right way of saying this is that, my grandmother saved my life. No grandmother no Sheau Wen.

The funniest thing that happened is my mother, my uncle and my aunty asked my grandmother for the lottery number. She told them and asked them to open their hands to receive the luck I think. Actually, talking to the deceased is not that horrible like what I imagined before. Next time, if I have the opportunity, I will go and greet my grandmother and talk with her. Love my grandmother always.

The Ghost Festival 中元节（鬼节）

Tomorrow is the day which the ghost door open and the dead people will visit the living. To prevent "they" visit you, you can burn some "dead people's money", offer some food to them, and if possible please stay in your house and go to bed earlier, no more going out during the night, no more mountain hiking, no more swimming, no more jungle tracking, no more watching TV, no more MSN online, no more dota after 12.00 a.m.

Or else

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

We Are 1 Malaysia

Happy birthday to Malaysia. We have been independent for 52 years already. Malaysia has many different kinds of races, cultures and also delicious food. I like Baba and Nyonya cuisine the most. Baba and Nyonya cuisine is the mix of Malay and Chinese cuisine. Besides that, only a few natural disasters will happen in Malaysia. And what I feel the proudest to Malaysia is that we can speak many kinds of language like Malay, Chinese, English, Cantonese, Hakka, Hokkien and so on. We are 1 Malaysia. Happy Merdeka!

I saw a news from the TV yesterday. They reported that a British man rather gave up his nationality and become a Malaysian. Although Malaysia is good, but for me, I would rather be a British girl, blonde with blue eyes, high nose and fair skin. England has 4 seasons, well-developed technology, good manners, a well-known country, many famous football teams and football player and the most important is the universities there are so well-known like Oxford, Harvard, Cambridge and so on. England's life has always been my dream life. How much I desired to live in western country, how much I desired to be a foreigner. Although I love western countries more than Malaysia, if compare with those Islam countries, I prefer Malaysia more.

Last, watch these 15 Malaysia film which are made by Malaysian. I like Potong Saga and Halal the most for now.

死肥婆～

死肥婆~ This is what my mother and some of my friends used to call me. Well, nevermind, I'm dead to their criticisms. Although my mother likes to call me 死肥婆, at least my father, my babysitter and my Biology teacher said that I'm not actually fat at all. My father said I'm slim maybe is because he is an old man already, and aged person of Chinese love their descendant to be fat. They said that if someone is fat, it means that you live in very happy family, no need to worry about the food and clothes. Well, I totally agree with what they said. My Biology teacher said that I'm not fat because in school time she was fatter than me and we did the BMI test during her class. My result was that my weight is normal, not underweight, overweight or obesity. Thank God.

Actually, I'm just more than 50kg below than 60kg. My height is about 158 cm to 162 cm. Perhaps they said I'm fat because I was underweight when I was in primary school. My fatness is caused by gastric. I suffered from gastric pain since I was standard 1 and I scared it will keep disturbing me until I'm dead. So I eat no matter what happen. And this caused me fat. Nevermind, those skinny people just jealous of my body, jealous of my money. They envy I have the money to eat.

I'm not that fat actually. Compare with the pictures below.

Heal The World Where We Living, Save The Earth For Our Children

I heard that year 2012 is the end of the world. After I heard that, I felt surprised and want to cry because there are still a lot of things I have not tried before.

Actually what is the end of this world? How will this world ends? Will it be like a boom, explores suddenly without our knowledge? Or will it be a tornado, a hurricane, an earthquake, a tsunami, a very serius flood, a snowstorm or whatever which can end this world? I have no idea, there are no history records on this. No one will know what to do if it really happens.

I hope that I won't know how an end of the world is really looks like forever. Heal the world before it is too late. We humans still can use these 3 years time to save the Earth.

SheauWen, the anthomaniac 花痴雯～

Yes, from now on I must enjoy my one week holiday. It's a very good thing for me to have a holiday although I won't go anywhere for vacation in this holiday.

Today is Chuan Liang's birthday. Although I didn't help him to celebrate, but I wish him Happy birthday and be happy everyday.

Besides, I also felt that I'm useless especially today. The basketball match is not over yet. There are many things haven't finished yet and I don't know what to do. I want to say sorry and thank you to TX and KJ. Sorry for I don't know what to do and thank you is for you all have done everything for me.

Oh my gosh, he knew it. What should I do? Not only him, his friends knew it too. OMG...OMG...OMG...Only one song can express my feelings...

The lyrics for this song:

怎么办 SHE

为什么你为什么

老是把空气全都吸光了

害得我你害得我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车

别看我先别看我

我的脸红就快要爆料了

没什么哪有什么

我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡

但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么你为什么

这样不讲理的就出现了

害得我你害得我

连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了

靠近我别靠近我

到底离你多近比较好呢

完蛋了我完蛋了

我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂(为我疯狂)

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙